IN THE GRAPEVINE

IT GOT ME THINKING THAT

Omissions are betrayals.

“Not sharing” is NOT sharing a life at all.

I know that sometimes knowing matters. It just has its downside sometimes.
And the price you pay leaves much to be desired.

Sometimes the knowing part in your life, screws up your chances of just being there in the moment; when all you can do is just to feel.
Now you have to contend with the what-ifs.
It's the very question that can often suck the life out of you.

“FRIENDS?”

Watch When Harry Met Sally

WONDER

I wonder why somethings are so hard for people to do.
It could just be the simplest of things.
A call.
A text.
A holler.
A miss call?
Anything?

Why do we have to ask, Fight about,
Question,
Pout because of it,
Demand, or
Hint?
Nakaka-wala ng Gana.
It’s starting to blow my bubbles.

SCHOOL

So many books.
So little time.
Tired eyes.
Back aches.

WISH-LIST

A Leica digital camera or a Lomo Cam +
Lots of time+
Shots to take.

PISSED

He hinted. So I did.
He never noticed even after a couple of rounds.
It sucks to be a sucker for wanting to please.

PISSED SOME MORE

More like a little bit disappointed that one day can just pass without him wanting to hear from me.
Fine.
Let’s make him WANT to.

Call me childish but a part of me understands that one can be swamped with work.
Too many things to do that time passes without us noticing it.
But c’mon! A WHOLE day?

D’WAG!!!


11:47 P.M.
The whole time I waited for this blog to be done, he was online in YM.
Completely ignored me.
Again!
This is the second time.
STRIKE TWO.
And I’m pissed!!
Especially when I’m scared.