In the coming months I'm sure the wedding preparations would start getting on my nerves and make me wonder why I said yes in the first place ;-p I have never been the type to envision or dream about my own wedding, but I knew ever since I had boobs (ahem) that my honeymoon would be better if not more fabulous than my wedding day. Hon? hahahaha

It's January now, soon enough results will be out. Some of the girls are scared of it, I'm not. If it's meant for you, then so be it. If not, the universe has a grander thing prepared for you. I believe that.

FOR YOU:
My dearest C.C./B.B./P.P.

Each day you are life's grand gift to me. The realization that love is indeed one's destiny; that life has become more fuller, and things more realized than it has ever been because you are holding my hand. You have thanked me before for saying yes, in the beginning and with the proposal---but know that I too have a lot to be thankful for. They say we do not find the meaning of life by ourselves alone---we find it with one another....I have found mine with you. I love you Sen. Mwah!

TO MY SOON TO-BE-OTHER-HALF




jason Mraz - I'm yours

I APOLOGIZE FOR NOT HEARING THE "WILL YOU MARRY PART" BUT CONSOLE YOURSELF WITH THE FACT THAT MY "YES" WAS RESOUNDING ENOUGH. HEHEHE

CAN'T WAIT TO SHARE MY LIFE WITH YOU...
THOUGH IT WILL TAKE A FEW MORE MONTHS BEFORE THE OFFICIAL "I DO,"
BUT KNOW THAT I CAN'T WAIT!!!!! HAHAHA
LOVE YOU.




leaalonga - two words

PART 1: The Last Six MOnths

A couple of things happened the last six months...most I can't remember anymore. hehehe so i figured the pictures will do...nothing in particular order of course, since nothing in my life is.


This was when I came home one time from review in manila, sen and I went to Roxas to meet his Lola and had fun taking pictures in his Tita's beautiful house in Roxas. 'Twas fun.

SOME OF MY FAVE PICS OF SEN:








Lunch by the Beach in Roxas

LEAVING


When you're homesick you tend to look for the usual ek ek's that remind you of the old and the familiar ek eks of home...so it's just fab that I have a boylet that can send me stuff hehehe
am i making sense? sorry, writing this after waking up early to help my sis get her passport...hay!!!


BAR!!!!
Judge Deloria came to visit us and we were the only one's he lectured before tax exam. hehehe we're his fave's heheh


LAST SUNDAY:

me artista? hehe


BAR OPS



with my buddha belly...beer soaked and all hahaha





AFTER THE BAR


ALL SEN:











The garden near the national museum...i think









SAME PICL, BUT LOOK HOW WE DIFFER




FINALLY


IN CASE U GUYS ARE WONDERING WHY THE PICS ARE ALL SEN...well, i was taking his pics, while he was taking mine...i wonder if he took better shots than i did....i doubt....

prove me wrong chubby cheeks
hehe
;-p

bought a LOMO recently but still haven't had the time to post anything or to explore its potential....hmm maybe after i've posted a blog about my 5 month stint in mla, but even that will take awhile....boylet is coming...gotta go and powder my nose hahaha

I went home for a lot of reasons:I wanted to be here for my mother's birthday.
I wanted some rest.
I wanted to be with Sen.
I wanted to rest.
I wanted to rest.

took time to take pics..
so here it is...
tomorrow I'm back in Mla,
but not before a short date with Sen for our one year and 7 months of togetherness...waah!!!
joke



HAMSTER AND SILVER-TONGUED LADY



BONITA
AMOR







PICTURES FROM HOME
(using the new samsung cam)

GOT A NEW CAM
hehehehe it arrived today...it will be used when i get home though and properly studied it hehehe

LOOKING FORWARD: to going home!!!! for mama's birthday and to hug my buddha belly (wink wink)

I came home for a Cheyenne and Christian's wedding, supposedly I was only to stay for 4 days but I extended it for a week, at mama's request.
Anyway, the trip was so much fun and I had days on end doing nothing but sleep, with the ocassional outing with sen and friends of course.

THE GREEN EYED MONSTER

The title caught my attention, "Why do I get jealous?"
hmmmm...

The article said

When one partner sees everyone whom his or her partner comes into contact with as a potential threat, it is
a sign that jealousy has taken hold
a sign that jealousy has taken hold. Shakespeare called it "the green-eyed monster," and once it gets a hold of your relationship, it sinks its teeth in and can rip it apart.

But the part I like the best was the possible reasons why one could be jealous:

You may feel insecure about your self-worth. In these cases, either you've been raised to believe, or some part of your inner self feels, that you just don't measure up. Because you don't love yourself, you can't believe that others would love you, so you live in fear that your partner's "true" feelings will be revealed and she will leave.

let me think.... nah!!!

You're prone to cheating on your partner -- maybe even have done so. Knowing what you're capable of, you project that behavior onto your partner.

let me think... nah!!!!

You and your partner haven't yet figured out how to
establish safe boundaries within the relationship
establish safe boundaries within the relationship. Having a tight bond is about building walls around your love with windows that allow others to be part of it -- not doors where competing lovers can walk right in and disrupt your home. Because you don't know what's permissible within the relationship and what's not, you're constantly on your toes.

let me think... nah!!!

Your mate is cheating on you. Cheating doesn't have to include sex; it often has to do with making emotional connections to others outside the relationship. If your partner is sharing things about your private life with attractive members of the opposite sex, it robs a sense of intimacy from your relationship and leaves you feeling vulnerable.

let me think... emotional connections of the past? or present?
hmmmm.... nah!

so why am i jealous?
because i see my partner as the one that will calm my irrational fears.
period.
bow.
after this, i sayeth naught.
bow.

puma and amor


nike

talked to my lil sis yesterday and she mentioned that my dearest par eksalans AMOR is "fat fat daw", so i asked her to send me some pics of the dogggies



bonita



AMOR!!!!

sniff sniff

my babies are getting older and i'm not there to take their pics
hahaha
miss them so...
one of and probably the only reason why i accepted sen's offer to go home...
not so much for the wedding, but for the babies
mwah!!!


FOR MY SEN:







i used to be a calculating woman, the one that tends to reason out, concoct things out of my imagination, imagine faults...but with you




my friends use to say after the failure of the first one




NOW I KNOW THIS



HON...




THAT BOY IS YOU



thanks hon